God is not through with you.
Okay, so I don't really know how to start this note, but I know where I need it to head. As a child and the only daughter, you would expect that one has the greatest relationship with one's mum It's unbearable that one day you wake up and find your mother gone, to where? one just doesn't know. Over the years I guess my resentment, did I just say resentment? yes, resentment for my mother took over my life. I got careless around people and wouldn't tell anyone that I loved them simply because I was afraid, they too would up and go. I have been through so much pain because of this, but I can say now, that I am not letting that fear hold me back. The little things people would do, I find that I couldn't. Simply because I feared being rejected. As I grew older, I have worked on having that mother-daughter relationship with my mother, which just doesn't work out and I end up hurting over and over again. It is safe to say that the impression that I got was th...