Truth Living Blog..

I am bleeding inside.. I yawn for you.. I need you in my life.. Why dont you see that? At the top of my lungs I call out your name, but you dont hear me.. Why is that? Why dont you feel my presence? Is it because you stopped caring? Is it because the person you call friend is all you need? Why? Did you stop loving all together? Or did you simply chose not to hear me?? Would you stay if I asked you to? I need you, why dont you see that? I miss you were my last words to you but, mere words you found them.. Why did you up and leave? Was the love not enough? Was I not enough? Cherish you didn I? What awful, unforgivable thing have I done that you cann't forgive me? Why did you have to leave me, me.. The one you promised not to ever leave unless I asked you too.. Me that prayed to be a good woman to you. Me that gave you my fruitful years.  Would you stay if I loved you a little bit more? Kissed you a little bit tenderly.. Held onto you like I never wana let go? Sad, as I bleed ...

So its Friday.. Yippee, been a long time coming. So I had a very interesting morning.. With loads of kisses, love and dot dot dot. As I watched him slowly vanish into the light, reality came to my senses.. I needed to get to somewhere, Aha.. School of course, waiting for all this hard work to pay of sum day. Take a quick bath, not that I expect it to be any steamy.. Got dressed and maybe grab a cup of coffee, took a taxi don't really remember what color it was.. My guess is that the ride must have been somewhat pleasant or else the color of the taxi I would have remembered. Sat a round for some time on campus, off to town to ran an errand for a friend.. Oh, oh.. Didn't really find what I was looking for but I FINALLY got the chance to go to Frans Indongo gardens, beautiful garden I tell you. What made that experience even more breathtaking was the fact that this garden is on top of the buildings ROOF.. Talk about ingenious. Mid afternoon and I took another taxi.. Oh No, tha...