After night, comes day!!
The day after I had, had a rather sleepless night. Thank the Lord for my life I should start with that. Well, how hard is it to let anyone live? Not like we have any power over that. I understand now that the death of a loved one marks a new chapter in our life's of what ifs, if only's. I really do I understand now, I swear I really do. Dont ask me how, but I get it. Emotional roller coaster is what happens when we losse the ones we love, seems to me that whole in ones heart never closes. But, I get it. I really do. There is no limit or boundaries for how much am willing to be there for you.. On a lighter note, I think I want a child. Lol, give me one and I flee, or point me in the direction of a pregnant lady and I shiver. Dont ask why, dont know why. This auntie the other night says "you dont like kids much, but am sure you might have twins".. Weeellll,, on that prediction, I recieve that. I really like kids, I really do. Just not ready for one just yet :-), ...