Happy birthday to me!!

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Yep, today is my birthday. Felt a little, I don't know, under the weather when I woke. I am growing old, it is not the most celebratory feeling when you know that you aging and have nothing to show for it. I know, I know, I am my worse judge. But, I just want more out of life than what I currently got.

I just turned twenty freaken five, so yeah, that's a pretty darn big deal to me. I am reminded that my biological clock is ticking and I won't be twenty forever. The horror of the thought. Is it so wrong to want what I want? I mean, it is pretty simple really. Just a husband, two kids, a decent home and car, descent bank balance and an amazing family and awesome freaken sex with the one man for the rest of my life. Really, it is not rocket science.

I wish I could stop time but I can't, feel like I am racing against it. Can it just, not freeze all together just for a little while, so I make some preparations for adulthood and all? Wishful thinking, I know but a sista can't help but try.

Well, I turned twenty-five.. Yep, a score and five.. Still counting my blessings and the amazing man in my life.

Happy birthday to me!!!!


Comments

  1. Unknown9 May 2014 at 17:06

    Yeah.... this is it, and like I said, I like the awesome freaken sex part :D

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  2. Truth Living..9 May 2014 at 17:19

    Lag, werk woi!!

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